the begining of the solo @ 58 units

since Saturday, i was fully in charged of the site, i m getting a little nervous. until which, i dont give a damn on anything, but concrete/RC structural must go real fast. no stop, no time to breath. no time to breath=no time to rest. so i m worry 1 day which i get MC, the site is going down without any1 taking care of it. though there is a site manager taking in control of the site, however, half of the day, he is outside from my sight which he has other site to taking care of. i m getting worry i make an insignificant mistake that i myself may not even notice that. worry later bring big harm to the company. i dont want to, but i may fall into. so, Jasper, prepare for the worst from top management. here you go. fight while you can b4 u sink down.

i made the same mistake again

MR ABC was so excited that he is about to fire back the consultant, but due to my careless mistake, he has to withdraw back all the bullet & now he has to wear the bullet proof jacket to cover me. i feel same to myself.

how can i improve myself to even better?

no doubt i m complaining that me alone cant cope with the large item/quantity/scope of work that present to me right now, it is really tough. sometime, i m thinking, does that possible to make a schedule out, so that i can repeating the schedule daily, so that i can cover what am i suppose to do for daily basis. however, i cant, as inspection is the most important part, where i cant make even minor mistake on that. or else, every1 will take this opportunity to fire me down. i m almost unbreathable now.

anyway i can improve? i know my weakness very well: "i m not good in remembering"

Lamborghini

have you seen a Lamborghini b4? haha, i seen it right in front of me with my real eye. this is truly crazy car that u can mess with. now share a short video with u. so that u can share the same madness with this bull. truly + undoubt with the power & performance which give this bull really bull wnough

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

this song is just too hot.