2009, split second 2010 come

some many things in my life that i had achieved to date.

1) i had finished my DEGREE course which i had set myself for a long long time ago. which took me 9 years to accomplished this. though somebody may shame on me with the time frame to achieve this which supposedly can be completed in 5-6 years time. however, i thank + praise all this to mighty GOD.

2) i get to know more & more friends throughout the years. they are many, but some somebody that a really happy & appreciate alot. well, i m not gonna point out 1 by 1. waste off time to say as they are so precious to some point.

3) i got a secure job, which this is truly a bless from GOD. the GOD had prepare a good boss + a good opportunity to raise my experience + a good way to improve myself. well, to some point, Boss's mental thinking is always come with "how to cut cost to max/how to reduce wastage(expenses) as much as possible". i dont deny that it is bad, as if i m the boss=i m doing exactly the same damn thing. so i m not blaming any1.

4) thing has getting me up, & against my path, but now everything has gone to vain / settle / getting lesser / almost nothing good & etc. now let this thing put a dot in my life @ 2009 will do, dont carry forward to 2010.

so guys, enjoy the last moment u have

this stupid router + modem

Zyxel this stupid modem, take me > a week to solved it. now i solved it, so damn difficult until i give up. however, i had a plan where i wanna bring this stupid modem to LOW YAT to seek for technician to "show me the way". but b4 i intended to go LOW YAT, i try browse thru the website/forums to see what were their comment, i found a couple of them faced quite similar to my situation, therefore, i was using their method to solved it, it is really work. now i saved a couple of penny to go to crazy heavy traffic jam + crowded area. & i can surf the net as usual.

thank god. good bye

& here i wish han xing, happy belated birthday.

darius lim, today is ur birthday

& some of them whom r keep on coming, happy birthday to u too.

tension

target is so near, yes, it was near now.

everything is over, i m a death man now.

nvm, things has given a proper arrangement, let the rest to GOD to design the path for me, i m gonna walk on his path.

sayonara.

dont judge me the way like u did

MR ABC, u don't deserve the right to judge my salary. the salary not pay by + not deal by u too. therefore, u r not suppose to ask me, after u get to know, don't say my salary is consider high. when the salary i get isnt high, but rather medium-low with the market price. therefore, u r entirely wrong, & also, very straight & true. my fren get the same salary 3 years ago while i m getting the same salary, how dare u can say that my salary is high, dumb. my current salary is only higher by Rm200 while b4 that is without degree. now is with degree, what the F u dare to say i m getting overpaid. R U EXPECTING I M GETTING THE SAME DAMN SALARY AGAIN EVEN AFTER A DEGREE HOLDER COMPARE TO WITHOUT DEGREE HOLDER? THEN WHAT IS THE POINT I M WORKING FOR THIS COMPANY. DAMN.

yesterday was a frustration day. the sub-cont is so smart that i listened to him. with how he twisted & turned the words. with almost 15 mins. but in the end, he succeed. he pushed everything with "the access is so damn bad that until it delay the transferring of materials". when the true was not like that. instead, i get scolded by PM with my lack/lazy to get the things done. haiz, i work so hard to try my best. with whatever i can think of to put things done. but somehow, none of the superior can understand my feeling on how to make things more perfect.

1 more thing, MR ABC, company only pay me an amount to barely cover my simple expenses, but not everything that is suppose to b. so dont expect me to use my own phone when i get no mood(usually refer to "u dont appreciate me, why i even bother to waste mine)".

now i have decided, i m not gonna use my motorcycle to tour the site, instead, i walk. i think this is fair to me also, u dont appreciate me, but u said "i seldom walk the site" so now i walk the site, not use motorcycle to "walk the site" so that i got no time to do any paper work. does that satisfied? no, u wont satisfied, u wont satisfy, becoz human r selfish most of the time, even u r the type of person. so, i dont change ur personality. but i dont agree with u, unless u convince me with a solid reason.

every person has got a price, dont expect me to work like 24 hours, but pay me the price of normal working hour, if i volunteer, that i m volunteer, dont expect me to forcefully stay when i dont want on that day. dont give me such an excuse that "this is how the world is, u wan get promoted/get higher paid. u have to work like nobody business & wait for the reward" which i m entirely disagree. if i m willing to stay, i ll stay, but i m not, i m not. i dont stick to the so call "this is how the world run" that is bullshit. if i dont get promoted just becoz i dont wiling to work for OT without paid, then sorry, 东家不打，就打西家. this is how i look at things. to be damn honest.