dont judge me the way like u did

MR ABC, u don't deserve the right to judge my salary. the salary not pay by + not deal by u too. therefore, u r not suppose to ask me, after u get to know, don't say my salary is consider high. when the salary i get isnt high, but rather medium-low with the market price. therefore, u r entirely wrong, & also, very straight & true. my fren get the same salary 3 years ago while i m getting the same salary, how dare u can say that my salary is high, dumb. my current salary is only higher by Rm200 while b4 that is without degree. now is with degree, what the F u dare to say i m getting overpaid. R U EXPECTING I M GETTING THE SAME DAMN SALARY AGAIN EVEN AFTER A DEGREE HOLDER COMPARE TO WITHOUT DEGREE HOLDER? THEN WHAT IS THE POINT I M WORKING FOR THIS COMPANY. DAMN.

yesterday was a frustration day. the sub-cont is so smart that i listened to him. with how he twisted & turned the words. with almost 15 mins. but in the end, he succeed. he pushed everything with "the access is so damn bad that until it delay the transferring of materials". when the true was not like that. instead, i get scolded by PM with my lack/lazy to get the things done. haiz, i work so hard to try my best. with whatever i can think of to put things done. but somehow, none of the superior can understand my feeling on how to make things more perfect.

1 more thing, MR ABC, company only pay me an amount to barely cover my simple expenses, but not everything that is suppose to b. so dont expect me to use my own phone when i get no mood(usually refer to "u dont appreciate me, why i even bother to waste mine)".

now i have decided, i m not gonna use my motorcycle to tour the site, instead, i walk. i think this is fair to me also, u dont appreciate me, but u said "i seldom walk the site" so now i walk the site, not use motorcycle to "walk the site" so that i got no time to do any paper work. does that satisfied? no, u wont satisfied, u wont satisfy, becoz human r selfish most of the time, even u r the type of person. so, i dont change ur personality. but i dont agree with u, unless u convince me with a solid reason.

every person has got a price, dont expect me to work like 24 hours, but pay me the price of normal working hour, if i volunteer, that i m volunteer, dont expect me to forcefully stay when i dont want on that day. dont give me such an excuse that "this is how the world is, u wan get promoted/get higher paid. u have to work like nobody business & wait for the reward" which i m entirely disagree. if i m willing to stay, i ll stay, but i m not, i m not. i dont stick to the so call "this is how the world run" that is bullshit. if i dont get promoted just becoz i dont wiling to work for OT without paid, then sorry, 东家不打，就打西家. this is how i look at things. to be damn honest.